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Post by xavierbelmont on Nov 11, 2022 22:56:18 GMT
hi, everyone, my day sucked major dick how was your guy's day? if you ask me why I would not even know where to begin and more than likely tell you the worst part of my day.
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Post by ssstylishmoonborne on Nov 15, 2022 7:23:26 GMT
Sorry your day sucked. I'm alright, got a bit frustrated with my C# course and played about 5 hours of Rain World today.
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Post by xavierbelmont on Nov 20, 2022 0:15:34 GMT
Sorry your day sucked. I'm alright, got a bit frustrated with my C# course and played about 5 hours of Rain World today. yeah, the worst part of that day was seeing the woman I have feelings for and not actually being able to talk to her. I miss working with her. she has a boyfriend now it seems and one of my friends let me know before I made a fool of myself since I found out that she was single. because she broke up with a guy she was dating. then I saw a picture of her in her hippy pants on Facebook. but I saw that her status had changed. it no longer said that she was dating someone. so, I asked my friend Paige who stopped me recently from make a fool out of myself. she ends up telling a little way back that my friend serenity was indeed single but that she was thinking about getting back with her ex., so it was complicated. I sent my friend Paige a message about why I wanted to know what flowers and chocolates she liked. because me and serenity worked together quite a bit for closes to a year. but she was a no call no show to work three times in a row, so they canned her. but even so even in knowing that I knew I still had and have feelings for her. I loved making her laugh and smile when we worked together. she would come into work quite a few times and look really down. so, I would make joke just to make her laugh and smile. to see if I could cheer her up and make her happy. now that she's gone, and it makes me pretty sad. she would make me smile and laugh too. when she would make jokes at me. she's gone and I pray every day and night that I can get my change to be with her. because I know now that she could make me happy. I am sure that I could make her happy too. I have made quite a few songs about her because I am in pain and the pain won't go away.
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Post by ssstylishmoonborne on Nov 24, 2022 4:12:53 GMT
Sorry your day sucked. I'm alright, got a bit frustrated with my C# course and played about 5 hours of Rain World today. yeah, the worst part of that day was seeing the woman I have feelings for and not actually being able to talk to her. I miss working with her. she has a boyfriend now it seems and one of my friends let me know before I made a fool of myself since I found out that she was single. because she broke up with a guy she was dating. then I saw a picture of her in her hippy pants on Facebook. but I saw that her status had changed. it no longer said that she was dating someone. so, I asked my friend Paige who stopped me recently from make a fool out of myself. she ends up telling a little way back that my friend serenity was indeed single but that she was thinking about getting back with her ex., so it was complicated. I sent my friend Paige a message about why I wanted to know what flowers and chocolates she liked. because me and serenity worked together quite a bit for closes to a year. but she was a no call no show to work three times in a row, so they canned her. but even so even in knowing that I knew I still had and have feelings for her. I loved making her laugh and smile when we worked together. she would come into work quite a few times and look really down. so, I would make joke just to make her laugh and smile. to see if I could cheer her up and make her happy. now that she's gone, and it makes me pretty sad. she would make me smile and laugh too. when she would make jokes at me. she's gone and I pray every day and night that I can get my change to be with her. because I know now that she could make me happy. I am sure that I could make her happy too. I have made quite a few songs about her because I am in pain and the pain won't go away. I'm guessing you're in high school? I remember those days, my friend. Suffice it to say that eventually you'll get to a point where you can take those things in stride, trust me. I know it really sucks right now, though.
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Post by xavierbelmont on Nov 25, 2022 3:58:38 GMT
yeah, the worst part of that day was seeing the woman I have feelings for and not actually being able to talk to her. I miss working with her. she has a boyfriend now it seems and one of my friends let me know before I made a fool of myself since I found out that she was single. because she broke up with a guy she was dating. then I saw a picture of her in her hippy pants on Facebook. but I saw that her status had changed. it no longer said that she was dating someone. so, I asked my friend Paige who stopped me recently from make a fool out of myself. she ends up telling a little way back that my friend serenity was indeed single but that she was thinking about getting back with her ex., so it was complicated. I sent my friend Paige a message about why I wanted to know what flowers and chocolates she liked. because me and serenity worked together quite a bit for closes to a year. but she was a no call no show to work three times in a row, so they canned her. but even so even in knowing that I knew I still had and have feelings for her. I loved making her laugh and smile when we worked together. she would come into work quite a few times and look really down. so, I would make joke just to make her laugh and smile. to see if I could cheer her up and make her happy. now that she's gone, and it makes me pretty sad. she would make me smile and laugh too. when she would make jokes at me. she's gone and I pray every day and night that I can get my change to be with her. because I know now that she could make me happy. I am sure that I could make her happy too. I have made quite a few songs about her because I am in pain and the pain won't go away. I'm guessing you're in high school? I remember those days, my friend. Suffice it to say that eventually you'll get to a point where you can take those things in stride, trust me. I know it really sucks right now, though. definitely not in high school and yes, I have a don't give a fuck attitude about it right now because she is still a good friend of mine. so, I will continue carrying on being friend with her and if an opportunity presents itself, I will jump up and take that chance to be able to be with her even if it's a slim chance. I am not going to just give up on her that easy. and she seems to like me as a friend. I believe she asked a guy in the work place we were working at together if he were in her shoes would he date me. his attitude as not great but Her's was different. I didn't say anything because I was busy working, and I didn't know she was actually single at that time I still thought she had a boyfriend. world is weighting on my shoulders in my life. I want to be with her clearly this I know but I also must support my grandfather too. it's tough in my life to be able to stay afloat. but at least I still have my faith which is something I look to when I feel that I will fail.
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